So, anyone who has been following me through 2009 will know that this has been one hell of a year. So much has happened so much has changed. I could not have imagined when I woke up on the 1st of January that I would be falling alseep on the 31st of Decemeber in a different state, with a different boyfriend and a different outlook on life with different goals.

This yea has been hard, painful and it almost got the better of me, but guess what 2009? I WIN! I am STILL HERE and you are soon to be over!

Well, I have a bit of bitching I need to do just to get it off my chest. Earlier this year (march to be exact) after having my licence a grand total of like a week (or less) I clipped someones car in the carpark, now, they KNEW I was 18, scared and upset. 8 months later they send me a bill... $973.88 in repair damage (thats 601.72 euro and 864.55 US) WTF? I clipped the bloody car! I did not smash it too peices! there was more damage done to MY car then there was to theirs! so i'm a bit upset about that now, just waiting for a call to find out if I can pay it off slowly instead of a big bulk. Also due to changing states, my insurence is gonna go up by $100AU a month, fan-fucking-tastic. I also owe my parents $600 for the car rego and need to pay for it to get serviced. *sigh* cars suck...

BUT! I refuse to let this get me down too bad, i'm not a quitter, i've coped with this much shit from this year sofar I can get through all this. Just means I might be paying alot of stuff off for awhile, no biggie really, just came as a shock...

Alot of goodness has happened in the last few weeks, i'll fill you in on that goss later

and oh oh! In perfect timing, I might be getting full time work! Hellz yayz!

Latest deviation:

dA has a buy for a deviant and get the same sub free, soooo why not? I bought a sub for christmas and now I have one aswell ^.^ yays! Thanks dA!

Sooo expect more polls, features, and other cool stuff from my account in the next year weeeee!

Hey everyone! I'm planning on making a mini flip book with 5 pictures in them, i'm asking everyone to vote on their top 5 and the one with the most votes i'll put in.

the list is best seen here

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and the chibis for a seperate 5


just comment with the name of the pictures to help me out

thanks,

Shadowhardt

everytime I tell everyone on here how i'm feeling, you all respond with the right things to say. I just wanna thank you all for caring